Every Now and Then

Every now and then I get this way- just a feeling of blah, feeling overwhelmed, feeling like nothing is going right. Maybe today it is becasue I am so fed up with not feeling well. It has been a month since my house was illness free. I can't breath through my nose, my head is killing me, and I am coughing so much that I am getting on my own nerves. I don't want to do anything but lay around and then I feel bad because I haven't been to the gym and the cycle keeps going. I am such a creature of habit and routine (this is how I try to stay on top of everything)that when things fall out of place and I get off I start to feel down in the dumps. I wish for once I could just let go and not worry about the laundry that needs to be folded - it will be there tomm right? Those dishes in the dishwasher aren't going anywhere and so what if I miss a few workouts- what is it going to hurt. And while I was having my pity party today I came across a little boy through friends of friends blogs that is fighting for his life and I feel like such a JERK!! Here I am complaining about stupid insignificant things and they are thankful that he made it into this world and praying that God will allow him to remain here. I have had a crap day but I know one thing is for sure it was meant for me stumble across this baby boy and his family. I needed to be reminded that really I have nothing to complain about. I will pick my girls up from day care and have dinner with my family, I will watch them play in the bath and put them to bed here at home not in some hospital. Yes I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and be grateful for what He has given me.